Friday, September 30, 2005
lately there's so much uproar about students who 'flamed' teachers on their blogs.. read on the papers that they are being suspended from school. lols. view this whole thing as kinda funny.. a blog is an outlet for expression for us.. they call it an online diary.. when people write diary, dont they usually express/write their honest and true feelings about some issue..? and then these students are being punished.. seems to me that they are trying to control our thoughts.. -.^ [enforced communism.. hahas what the hell am i talking about] a reader commented that the measures taken seems to be more directed at appeasing an irate teacher.. suggestions of educating us were made.. pushing everything to education..
eurrgh..
needa go. damn fucked up computer
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
every morning i take this bus driven by this guai lan [weirdo] uncle. people tend to try and beat the red light and pia [rush] all the way right? this uncle is weird. he goes slowly as though he is certain that it would turn red once it reaches there. but when it doesnt, he would suddenly speed up.. what the fuck nia.. -.-"
lols.
some funny things.. shall blog about it some other time..? =]
i get red all over the face when i cry. not a pretty sight [but then and again, since when have i ever been a pretty sight?]. lols. ahem. my eyes goes red, my mouth goes red [dun ask me why], my nose goes red. then the rest of my face would pale.. bleaghs. yucky yucky yucks yucks.
hais.
thinking about some stuff..
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone
Sunday, September 25, 2005
poor brother. his fall is much worse than i expected.. lols. his arms are bandaged, his legs got big patches of skin abrasion.. and his nose and forehead got some scars. lols. sheesh man. wont want to fall until so jialat. =X i rather kena dislocated arm. =] heheh. think the feeling more interesting.. then wont be in so much pain while bathing.. though i think that it would be hard to bathe.. zzz.
mm
heheh.
happy day
lols.
my brother went biking today and he just called- think he involved with accident. those that involves falling down? lols. not car crash or what nia.. lols. poor him. so unlucky this month. heard that he went to chalet at the changi hospital there, then fell down while being chased by the dogs there. seriously, i think that it's quite scary, hearing all the stories that people say about that place. but then.. the place is simply so interesting. wouldnt really mind if go there to explore, as long as there are no dumbfucktards who would accidentally offend 'them'. most likely would be me. so remind me, if we ever go there, to keep my freaking mouth shut. =]
Saturday, September 24, 2005
am studying ss now. lols. kinda funny how much we humans have all those kind of peace talk and it doesnt work out in the end.. o wells. at least they get points for effort?
Friday, September 23, 2005
ahem. conferencing with
desmond, zhen wen, glenn now. lols.
discussed about art the finals today.. bleaghs. dont know if i really like the idea.. but maybe i shall stick with it..? shall see first bah.. lols. went home very late. then walk around j8 for a while before going home. lols. realised that we go to the same floor everytime.. lols. -.-" dots.. hais. mu-ee dont have the momo cat liao le..!! *sobs* eurgh.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
stood in the rain just to take a picture of the sky. it looks lovely when seen with the naked eye. but then once i took it.. not sure whether it looks as lovely anymore.
am just taking a break now anyways. lols. =D was doing art for the past few hours before coming out to eat my dinner. bleaghs. still got one ton of history homework to complete. bleaghs.. tired..
whee!! =]
heheh.
for reasons unknown, im happy. lols. -.-"
ahem.
maybe not.
hmm.. going to noel's house to do revision on saturday. then going out to get his new schoolbag. lols. his is like ripped until like shit like that.. duno how he does it.. maybe cause we always drag it around trying to hide it? or maybe cause his bag is used for like godknows how long..?
zzz
hais.
=[
oh yeah.. received the notification letter about the giro fund thing.. lols. they were saying something about deducting every month instead of once every three months. so every month will receive the letter. so dots. cause it's like killing e trees..? but then their reason is so that it would be easier for our parents to take stock of the money..?
eurrgh. no idea why i blogged about that.. -.-"
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
brother's gone for chalet. hais. no one to cheer me up when in bad mood le. bleaghs. hmm.. when brother's gone for ns.. eee.. dun wanna think about it..! >.< !! hais. =[
erm.
finals. damn man. come around once every year.. bleaghs. as though we got nothing to do with our lives.. dont know why we cant just drop the subject that we score badly in..? i mean, when you score badly in the subject it usually mean that you are not interested in it or cant get the concept right? so why still try to stuff them down our throats, making us choke and nauseous in the end? -.- school is so senseless sometimes.
im sorry.
mother's nagging. which offset me into a bad mood. hmm. =
bleaghs.
lols.
today zhan lao shi had pms- scolded our class again.. then she damn lame lor.. she was saying that if we dont keep quiet, she's going to go on lecturing us about our behaviour and stuff like that. then we kinda quieten down, she still went on lecturing us.. what the fuck man.. bu shou xing yong de. eyer. hmm. 5cents per paper? that's extortion man.. hahas!
she's mad. i swear. the students that walk pass our class during chinese lessons sure get entertainment de..!
Sunday, September 18, 2005
"Where Is Your Heart?"
I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard<
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?
It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh yeah
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh yeah
Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart?
it's kinda obvious that something's wrong when everyone's thinking about where to go after their o'lvls and all that you can think of is your sleep? sheesh. how smart can you get?
bleaghs.
yeah.
everyone's got their lives all planned out. and im still spending time in the shithole trying to crawl my way out of shit.
im sorry.
i have no idea what im talking about. you're welcome to click that little 'x' on the top right hand corner of the browser. =] just remember to tag and say what a stupid person i am, wasting your precious time, when you could be spending time with your books, preparing for your final years.
i have no idea why the school wants the final years to be so early. i mean, they are going to get the whole thing done within a week, so why not just push it to next week..? hais. then we got not much preparation time. then we fail. and you blame us for having poor time management [which is true, but i shall just assume that we all are great with our time management], thus not starting earlier. bleaghs.
seriously man.
im bored.
=.=
chill peeps.
im not suicidal nor depressed. it's just that recent events got me feeling down. down and depressed are entirely different situations, okae? =]
had tuition today. lols. was kinda funny. sat next to y. lols. cause something happened which im not suppose to know? yeah. i dont know..! dont look at me like that..! >.< !! then.. yeah. revised log and surds. am kinda happy that i can solve the questions presented ^.^ whee. it's a record okaes? considering the fact that my maths sucks even though i understand the concept and everything. i just dont know how to apply the concept. =D hee. is it my fault? yeah. maybe so..? =]
yepps.
think i go do my art le. =] heheh.
bye...!
yos..!
hahas, am still awake! am going to sleep soon. was thinking of going swimming tmomorrow morning.. but then alot of things on my mind.. somemore sunday means that lots of family with kids will be there.. bleaghs. i hate overcrowded pools, even though i used to be overjoyed at the amount of people at the pool..
so many things had changed since i grew up. lols. hmm. hais. some not say very good..
anyways..
met up with zhen wen, noel and glenn for lunch before going to noel's house to do homework. lols. then do do do.. call soon rui down.. bought some ice-cream and headed for school. then doubled back cause the sotong zhen wen left something behind at noel's house. -.-" lols. watched the performances. overall was okae. the eldds one.. dont know if it's suppose to b a comedy or what..? -.-" lols. so many funny stuff lor, the eldds. the only drawback was that the change of scenes was very fast. was fearing that the old zhss members [about 50+ years old le] cannot catch up.. -.-" so what the hell right..? lols. =D mmm.. then went down to the art booth to help out. whees..! afterwards met up at foyer there and proceeded to mac with cheng zhong, noel, tedson and lee yen. zhen wen had to go cause her father coming to fetch her. =[ bleaghs. then.. yeah.. like that lor.. lols. =D crapped around. think i saw dixon. cant really be sure cause very long time never see them.. then the guy that i see is kinda like in a fight.. think it's him..?
lols
what the hell..
ahem.
shall go sleep soon. pray that i would find answers in my sleep. =]
Friday, September 16, 2005
woots.
changed the blogskin le. found this current one on blogskins.com [duh]. hahas. very nice. whees. anyways.. the welcome message nice anot?? drop comments via tagboard..! =D hee..
found a way to put the songs onto my handphone le- whee! so shiok. but then.. hmm. lols. listen to same songs time after time will be slightly boring.. hmm. see first lah. =]
hee
me go read book le..!
yays!
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ahem..
holiday's ending. hais. damn shit man. freako.. go school ask about homework and stuff like that.. haahs. =D whee.
had tuition just now. lols. today was like full house? lols. had fun laughing at mr lee. lols. he damn funny, with that shiny bald patch that threatens to blind us everytime we accidentally look at him..
hmm.
i think that im not fated to use techonology.. hais. everything i touch would have problem. sorry in advance. in case i spoil anything.. =X
hais.
damn hungry. =D
Friday, September 09, 2005
lols.
heard how mom killed the crab with a poke.. lols. so farni.
ive made up my mind. i wont be a crab or lobster in my next life.. coming to think of which.. i wouldnt be a dog either [they eat dog meat!]. sheesh. it's so dangerous to be an animal.. humans are jus plain evil at times, you know?
and sometimes we think that we are doing it all for their sake..
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
what that has not happened will not hurt you.
but those that happened can go on hurting forever
even if it's not there to remind you of its presense.
it will just become a subconcious thing.
like an itch you just cant seem to get rid of.
ahem.
hais.
sobs.
sobs.
sobs.
nah.
im just being crazy..
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
woots. went out with
akbar today, to shop for his gf the present. lols. damn funny lah, he like no idea what to buy.. lols. -.-" yeah. he bought his
shin pad/guard today. he got this soccer match at his school on thursday.
GANBATTE!! JIAYOU!! must win..! lols. then headed over to esplanade the underground there. made some new friends-
akbar's cousin and azri. lols. had a fun time laughing and talking. more of talking though. lols. went to jurong east, cause they wanted to ice-skate. then me and akbar went home, cause cannot stay too late. first time i went home on the first count lehs..! lols. yeah..
okae. i go makan liao le. =]
Saturday, September 03, 2005
xiaoxing's just standing there looking at me.
yeah.
olalas~
finished the first layer of the papercut.. was just wondering if i should go on to the second layer.. should i..? should i not..? zz..
anyways.
gym ended early today cause the workers came to do some stuff to the hall. then we packed up and headed to mcdonalds for the farewell party thingy.
yiling came along too- woots! so long never see her already.. lots to catch up on.. lols. hmm.. yeah. ate mcdonalds. had a fun time there too. hahas. headed to j8 to get alicia's b.u.m. equipment shirt. lols. suits her very well.. *envies* bleaghs. hmm.. then.. went to popular there to get the paper needed for my papercut.. walked around.. headed home. did art till now.. my brain feels mushed.. and my butt's aching.. =X
zz..
think i go walk around or what, yeahs? hahs.
bye
Thursday, September 01, 2005
happy teachers' day. wahahs.
went back to primary school yesterday. met up with
akabr,dipand,selwyn,hayking,meiling,lynnette,jacinda,connie. lols. ended up at northpoint's
swensons to crap. think the people there dont really like us, cause we were really loud..? lols. who cares, we havent seen each other for 1year, therefore entitled to be excited and tell each other lame jokes and laughing uncontrollably,right? lols. didnt really do much catching up with each other though. it was more of like talking about the present and laughing. hais. e meiling gave me the flower to hold and i started talking to it. honestly, it wasnt my fault. cause i see akbar's face so funny, need something to distract me, so started talking to it. poor hayking. sorry. will be more sane next year. speaking of which, most of us thinks that we would not be going back, cause of o'levels.. bleaghs. see how education screws up everything? :P lols. lalas~ okae.. crapped till quite late. hayking was like so quiet.. lols. was saying that he learnt from ziqi. lols. shall not be mean here..! =D ehee..!
aahhh!! only after yesterday then did i realise how funny things can be. lols. =D
lalas.
anyways.. went swimming this morning with yinwen and alicia. nelson the pig. lols. he dont wanna come. but cant blame. cause his n'levels starting on next monday, if im not wrong..
JIAYOU!!! swimming was great. lols. i like the sun.. i like the water.. so little people somemore. so shiok..! ahhh..! now i feel like going swimming again.. -.-" hais.. if only sembawang would have a swimming pool..! >.< ! ahh! why didnt sembawang have a swimming pool...??!! >.< !! hate it hate it hate it..!!